(Ignore the mood setting, it won't change )

Well...
I don't know what to say recently, everything has just been a haze of up and downs.
Mainly my emotions, sometimes I'm really happy, then suddenly I can just feel like crap and not even have a reason why.

I finished college last Friday, the whole thing was quite relaxed, mainly because I had finished all my work.
Strange, I only started enjoying college near the end, now I'm just going to be alone, but then again, I only started enjoying college when Kirst left me, I guess I know why now.

I've been trying to find a job, but with no success so far.
I'm currently waiting for a response to my e-mails.

Driving lessons have been... strange.
I expected it to be reasonably manageable, but until to try it, you can't really comment.
I did well on the first lesson, considering.
But the second lesson was shock to the mind, I couldn't cope with all the things I had to do at the same time and well, I had to go some where more quiet and easier to carry on.

I'll be going to see the rest of my family on the 27th, just after Luke's (my friend) 18th birthday!
I wander what it will be like... <.< >.> lol

After resent arguments with some people up Wolvo, I'm beginning to think about cutting them off like David and Garry (2 other friends) did.
I can see what they meant now, once they have had there fun, all they do is hurt until their blocked off.
That's one thing I'll have to think about, knowing me, I won't bother.

The only really good thing is that I made a new friend recently, Anna, but apart from that, I'm just moving froward in life, not enjoying it tho.


I think I covered everything recently, will try to update this sometime.
I'll be looking forward to reading your comments.
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